Congrats! You’ve meditated, therapized, and astral-projected your way to… the same old you. My books are for when you’re ready to stop seeking and start acting from truth, not identity.
If one more ‘just be present’ meme makes you scream, welcome.
This book is for you if you’re an intelligent overthinker who has spent years healing, helping others, or even leading others—yet still have no idea what you truly want.
In Wanting Illusion, I share my own story of looking at overthinking, anxiety, addictions, and even self-improvement as decoys—working full-time to protect us from our real desires.
This is not self-help.
No advice.
No motivation.
No ‘finding clarity’ by asking deep questions.
The book exposes a single mechanism: how humans—even after “insight” and “understanding”—avoid aliveness by replacing contact with identity, clarity-seeking, and substitute desire.
It sits near the “no self” truth, but frames it differently: not as no self, but as no world. The tone is humorous, self-deprecating, and precise. No spiritual language. No jargon.
At the center of the book is what I call the Procedural Game: life moving without the self’s management tricks.
The self is not removed by insight.
It becomes obsolete through engagement with reality.
This is why the book doesn’t teach nonduality. It creates the conditions under which nonduality becomes unavoidable.
After that, it’s hard not to notice how often “there is no self” is used to avoid stepping into places where the self would actually disappear.
Not in theory.
In contact.
(Where things can go wrong)
In short:
The reader doesn’t “find their desire.”
They lose their hiding places.
Discover for yourself:
Download a free chapter here.
Maybe you tell yourself it’s just part of the path. That awakening means walking alone. But what if that’s not true?
If your path to enlightenment keeps you isolated or feeling ‘beyond’ others—this book may be for you. Because you don’t need more time, more healing, or more awakening. You just need to see what’s been hiding in plain sight.
This is a humorous hybrid of non-fiction with fiction as an oblique pointer to awakening to nonduality through relationship challenges.
Liv provides the exact template for the exhausted seeker to end the most restrictive story of their life - with zero effort.
This book flips the script on productivity culture, revealing why chasing goals, "purpose," and time management actually fuels stress—and how doing nothing unlocks real freedom.
The simple Time Reversal Formula will reveal your next action to take in a stressful situation - and it is not what you’d expect. Once you know it, stress dissolves effortlessly.
